For the past several years, I have attempted to grow herbs for my wife to use in her cooking. I have had mixed results. We had some early success with basil, but then it abruptly died, and last year’s crop was wiped out, twice. The parsley grew, but never became bountiful. Our chives took over a year to amount to anything, and my wife often forgot that they were available for use. I killed our first attempt at rosemary. Our thyme flourished late last year, but has either died or gone dormant. I am not sure which. Only the oregano has flourished. I am hoping for better results this year.
It has been a humbling lesson. I have some control over the process. I can water the plants and do my best to see that they get sufficient sun, but that’s about it. Pests, drought, torrential rains, and cloudy days are outside my power. Then too, the seeds might be bad.
Our pastor has been urging us to be seeking souls to win to Christ. Echoing the prayers of one “Praying Hyde,” he has exhorted us to implore God for “Just one soul, Lord, just one soul.” He points us to Jesus’ command to go and make disciples. Preferably we would then prevail upon them to worship with our congregation.
But how do we do that? I am aware that we are supposed to attest to the truth of the Gospel in our lives, and share this good news with others. The hidden implication is that without the Gospel, those around us are condemned to an eternity in Hell. Thus, by not winning their souls, we are damning others. But I can’t bring myself to go out and start telling people about Jesus. Whenever I’ve come across people with such a focus, I am generally repelled. I try to avoid them when I can. If I can’t stand such people, why should I wish to become one?
I wonder if I am a bad Christian for failing in this missionary mandate. I mean I certainly don’t wish to condemn anyone to Hell. I do believe in the life-changing power of the Gospel, but I want people to be interested in it of their own accord. What if they’re not interested? I will not force it down their throats.
In I Corinthians 3:5-9, Paul draws on an agricultural image to describe the process of evangelism and discipleship. One plants, another waters, and God gives the harvest. We are each responsible for our part in the process, but only our part. God is ultimately responsible for the harvest.
I take great encouragement from this. It is not incumbent upon me to bring in souls. I am responsible for keeping my eyes and ears open for the opportunity to bear witness to God’s work in Christ.
This requires, I think, some sensitivity to the people we encounter. The path to faith is not the same for everyone, nor do we experience God in the same way. For example, God drew me gradually, over the course of a year. There was no point at which I “made the decision and came on down.” If you hit me with the Four Spiritual Laws, I think I might have fled.
All of this is a long way of saying that your witness depends much on your relationships. It is the people you see every day to whom you will most often witness, if only unconsciously. The better you know them, the more you can share, and the more they will invite you to share.